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Sunday, May 13, 2012

hey you, lets get married

If your last name is "Prime", I think we should get married and name our kids Sentinel and Optimus

 


Monday, May 07, 2012

Adults don't grow up

disregard the rhythm of the rain that drops
and coincides with the beating of my heart
the sweetest goodbye

The rain seems to follow me wherever I go. Its alright, I don't mind it personally - sorry for raining on your parade though. 

I'm tired today.
No, that won't do... stop being lethargic and be happy. Will yourself to be happy.
Don't ask, just do it. 

I’ve heard it’s possible to grow up... I’ve just never met anyone who’s actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don’t go our way. We whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark and we indulge - hungrily, greedily grabbing at comfort wherever we can find it. 
Sometimes, even adults need to be held. To have someone stroke our hair and feed us warm milk and sweet words until we fall asleep nodding to honeyed mutterings of "we'll be okay... just wait and see, we'll be alright". 

 

 


Tuesday, May 01, 2012

Some conversation, No contemplation, Hit the road

Outstretched arms, open hearts
if it never ends then when do we start?

Seaside coffee, morning run along the sand, salt water taffy, arcade games.
Everything that makes me remember, but just enough to let me forget

...I'm still on vacation


Monday, April 30, 2012

Stealing hearts where I don't belong

She's a silent love song,
never stays long,
Does not belong to any person.
She's a kind of quiet
and always hides it in a flame,
...she's certainly a hurricane

On vacation by Seaside at the moment =)


Sunday, April 22, 2012

Breaking Up with Dating

So I am officially taking some time off dating...
This is possibly either the best decision of my life, or the worst. 

I guess taking some time to soul search could be a good thing? I have started to notice that I'm usually optimistic and free-spirited until I find myself "seriously seeing someone" or in a relationship - and then my personal and social life suffers.
Given, many of these "dating-ships" in the past were undeserving, and in retrospect I should've known better - should've, could've, would've, but didn't.
Sometimes we engage in selective hearing because it makes us feel better. We pick and choose what we want to be true and stick to those lies instead of confronting the red flags that have popped up. 
That's Enough
I just want to be happy. Despite everything that's happened, life is still beautiful. 

Today consisted of coffee, dance workout, frozen berries, and long hot showers.
It's the simple pleasures right?
to find happiness in solitude,
to find inner peace in the stillness, 
and to love most when it seems the hardest



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